"I know the sky is calling, Angel let me help you with your wings"

Glorious weekend! Yes, it's Tuesday, but I'm considering today still part of my birthday weekend. I took the day off work to go to the barn with Mer and meet her mare. It was wonderful! Watching her ride, talking with her in the car and then back at home, just spending time with her again and enjoying the bond we formed roadtripping all over MI to dance. I miss those times mostly because I miss her, I think.

So, another year gone by... Sometimes I think I'm backsliding, but then I wonder if maybe it's a backslide because I was on the wrong track and need to get back to the right one. Does that make sense? And could the right track be one that seems so difficult and painful as sometimes I think it will be? Though all of the ways look like they may be difficult. Which road-less-traveled do I take? *sigh* Lord, some answers? Some direction? More desire to follow where ever you may lead... Help me to seperate which desires are my own and which are yours.

Help me to trust...